Yep.. big fail.. I dropped off the fave of the earth again! .. We are moving again.. it’s true. This place has just not worked out for us. We have prayed and prayed and God provided. Up north we have both been provided with new jobs and transfers and a beautiful farm house. I am so very thankful!

I will push and push and push that the more you pray the more God changes you! The more you move the more he moves! We have also really learned in the last couple of months that the more you pray together the stronger your relationship becomes!

Now that we will be living in a farm house I fully intend to grow my own garden. We are going to try to start a new healthy eating plan.

I am so exciting and looking forward to a new start.

I was raised in a very liberal, hippie yet Christian household where Gay Marriage and Abortion and pre-marital sex were choices made between individuals and God. This never phased me. In fact i completely one hundred percent supported it. I would go to protests about woman’s choice and equality. These past two years I have had two friends undergo clinical abortions. I saw the pain and grief that both of these young women went through. It really started stirring these big emotions and questions in my heart and mind. I started thinking about the ethical reasoning behind this thoughts. I believe abortion should not be chosen because how can you choose which is more important.. Mother or Child? Are they not equal? So how as a mother.. as a woman can you choose your own life over your child’s? Even if you don’t believe in God.. Even if you don’t believe in morals.. How can you see one life more important than another?

I think I am taking this blog in a different direction.

Will I still be a Christian blogger? YES!

Will I still post my writings? YES!

Will i incorporate my fitness blog? YES

What I learned today….

When i am dressed less modestly I feel less confident. I don’t feel like the person I have become. I feel like my past. It’s not enjoyable. It makes me feel empty.  I really need to work on this. Being someone of my stature I believe it will always be difficult for me to feel completely covered but this is something i need for myself and for my God. I will work towards being more beautiful in my modesty.

I really want to try this but I am slightly fearful; It’s a big commitment

No items containing yeast; particularly bakeries
No items containing artificial sugar; particularly bakeries, biscuits, sweets
No items containing flour; particularly bakeries
No items containing dairy; exception of eggs
No items containing caffeine
No fermented items or vinegar
No dried fruits
No alcohol, tea or pop
No spicy items
No nuts; particularly peanuts
No processed foods; fast-food, junk food, etc.

3) List of Items to include in your Diet:

All meat products; avoid smoked products
All vegetables; avoid coleslaw and mushrooms
All whole grains; avoid flour
All fruits; however avoid oranges, grapes, and all types of melon

So this is what I could eat because of my other stomach issues

Meat: Chicken, Turkey, Hamburger, Eggs, Tuna, Fish (No Smoked)
Veggies: Celery, Broccoli, Brussel Sprouts, Carrots, Cauliflower, Peppers (not spicy), Cucumbers, Zucchini, Squash, Beans, Corn, Lettuce, Spinach, Radishes, Tomatoes,Sprouts, Avocado
Fruits: Strawberries, Black Berries, Raspberries, Apples, Bananas, Kiwis, Peaches, Pears, Pineapple, mango, papaya, cherries, cranberries, raisins, lemon, lime, plum, pomegranate,
Only Whole grain- Eat oatmeal, lettuce for bread

No Flour

No Dairy

Lord,

I ask that You

light a fire in my heart

and a passion in my soul.

I can hear You calling me

to serve,

To serve You in every way

possible

to give You every thing

Lord.

Please Lord

open my eyes

Let my searching

become intensified

let it rise to a dull roar

until all my days are spent

in honor of you

Oh God

Fill me up

Lord

Please

(Source: forhimalone)

And the reality is it does not matter why people care about Kony now! SERIOUSLY it does not! People are fighting, thinking, and doing something to defend their fellow people. Stop with the popularity accusations and look at the truth, we can do this together and we need as many people as possible <3

This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. I do not call you servants any longer, because the servant does not know what the master is doing; but I have called you friends, because I have made known to you everything that I have heard from my Father.”

- John 15:12-15

We were fought for! Don’t you think our fellow beings deserve the same respect !

This is it

I lay it down

my whole life

in your beautiful hands

Lord lead me away

to the life i am

meant

to lead.

God bless with me with grace

so that I may show others

the Christ in me

Lord fill my life

with God-fearing company

and if I have to walk away

from the things I’ve created

on my own accord

Lord give me the strength

to storm right out of the doors.

I want to taste freedom

the kind that you give

and have a happy heart

for all the days I live.

I need your Love and Patience

Mostly your forgiveness

Lord I ask OH PLEASE

set me free

from this life I’ve

created.

(Source: forhimalone)